Jul 21, 2009

QUEEN!!! OR BABY!!!

"She wanted to be treated like a QUEEN and when she couldn't become one ...she behaved like a BABY.."

When I got back from work today - (my thoughts have been wondering since morning - from work to what am I doing in life :) etc etc ...)... I sat in front of TV with food. I flipped through the channels till my eye caught at this program called "INTERVENTION" ..(this program is about helping people who really need help and are helpless)...

In today's episode (this is the first time I am watching) they are showing about a girl called Allison, 22yrs, who is addictive to inhalers (used for computer dusters) and her problem was being deserted by everyone from her young age...(she went through a child molestation...and the molester got away...then her parents got divorced..she missed her father...she got engaged 11times and divorced 2 times..all these by the age of 22yrs). She would inhale like 10 bottles in a day. During her college her boyfriend had introduce to inhalers and Allison was addicted since then. She dropped out of college...was divorced and dating an older guy (who was helping her financially)..

Allison, a beautiful girl, was always looking for love ...for attention and felt deserted. She went through a painful life and was living a painful life. Her family came together (mother, sister and grandmom) contacted "Intervention" team for help. But it was not easy (as I see) to convince Allison that she can get better. She refused ...stubborn.. did not care about anyone... she was authoritative... confident ... every member of her family were pleeding her.. the "INTERVENTION" team was being nice to her. But she didn't care for anyone. Then they had bring in police to handcuff her and take her. Allison is now under treatment without drugs for 65days and making good process.

The point is many of us (women) have lived (and are living) with deep emotional scares from childhood to now....they keep coming back in different shapes and sizes in all phases of our lives. One should have the courage to face it ....deal with it ..rather than ending one own self.

Know that you are more than what you think...You are a women! (powerful! and strong!)...